Revived

Well, here are a couple shots, from where I left off. I’ve been lazy, I know. Things need to change. And, yes, you’re completely right; I do need a haircut.

Last night, I cracked. I wasn’t expecting it, but I did. The thick cement walls broke down and began to leak. The next instant, my eyes were welling up in tears.

My life was not how it should be. I realized that I was being selfish with my time and my studies took up a lot of it. You will make time for things that are important to you. Unfortunately, God wasn’t looking like he was important. The notion made me cry. He who has granted me everything deserves everything, not a quarter or half or three-quarters, but all.

It was also during this time I realized how much time I could cut off from studying without detracting from the quality. I was accustomed to splitting things up during the week. I became so deep in the books that I did not see I could spread them out even more.

And, you see those shoe boxes? Those have yet to move into my closet. My room is a mess.