Feelings of Inadequacy

Lately, I’ve been feeling that I have not been living up to my full potential.

Today was my first class of “Library.” Oh, gee, what fun. Learning how to google in a physical labyrinth of information was a great experience.

Not.

It was really bland if you ask me. That is wholly contributed by Aline’s voice.

I haven’t figured out what kind of accent she has. It’s really something elegant. By characteristic, it’s very calm and soothing, almost entrancing. Yeah, I felt that vibe in the class. Half of it was in the trance.

Anyway, there was a part in the class where we had to create a weblog. She directed us to go to blogger.com and create one for the quarter.

As I typed in my email, password, and URL, I thought of the novelty of this. Could this be Xanga all over again? Could this be like another LiveJournal? Will I flail once again if I so chose to blog my stuff oh so often?

I don’t know.

But, I think that part of my psyche wants me to do this. I haven’t felt creative in a while. The last time I did was back in Senior year.

Oh, well.

On another note, I’m actually excited about this blog.

I think I have found my outlet. Other than my love, Cassandra, that is.

Good night, sweet blog.

To the future and what God’s plan for it is.